Amazing how one's actions can be affected by a single girl. I didn't actually do anything wrong but I could feel myself checking every action before I did it. For what? To give a good impression? I was playing soccer with her boyfriend for goodness' sake... I'm disgusted at myself.

The male human's mind is wonderfully complex in its simplicity. The basic instincts of human is to feed. When thats done, guess whats next on the male human's mind? Wahaha... its sad but true. Although we try to deny it, its there. We can ignore it by thinking or focusing on something else... Of course, theres a matter of how much or how little you want it to affect you. But its there. Its built in.

It would seem that guys would always be guys... But then how do you explain love? Where a human male,(given that he's faithful), is willing to sacrifice others to be with one. I think that in itself is an act of love. Cos it goes against the human male's instinct to 'spread his seed'. Incidently, the female human's instinct after feeding and reproducing is to protect her offspring. Hence the desire of women to want security and prosperity from their partners. Interesting how these instincts have stayed with us all these time.

I'll wait for you forever...
But now I'm just blabbering... I always called it love. But do I know what love really is? Or am I just confusing it with lust and desire? Then there's the fine line between love and stupidity. When does it stop being romantic and start being annoying or just plain ridiculous?

::: Quote of the Day :::
You'd sell your soul for him?
|daryl|

You'd sell your soul for her?
|God|